I am my own malfunction! — …and pretty damn good at it too.

A Million Dreams

by PC Xavi-Nena November 7, 2009

When I fly and look down I feel like I am flying over a million dreams. I look down and find it fascinating how many places around our country alone where there are whole cities, communities and worlds down there full of hopes, wishes and dreams.

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Grown Up Play Dates?

by PC Xavi-Nena October 29, 2009

Yes it has gotten to the point where Michael and I have joined a multiracial/cultural group on meetup.com. Ya know where folks find other local people with similar interest…I personally think its a great idea and I am glad we are a part of such a great group. Tonight we had dinner at Don Pablos [...]

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Locked out, computer malfunction!

by PC Xavi-Nena October 28, 2009

Ah ha! This time is is my computer that is my malfunction instead of the ever so usual Me. I have been up and down with this computer for the last few weeks but right now I am losing my mind! I have a temporary computer to keep me up and running for the time [...]

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New PITA’s

by PC Xavi-Nena October 27, 2009

That would be Pain In The Asses! So now that it seems I have figured out the direction I would like the rest of my life to head towards it seems that most other things around me are trying to fall completely apart and drive me nuts! Right now its all the dogs. Currently we [...]

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Some kind of stupid!

by PC Xavi-Nena October 17, 2009

This is just plain idiotic. There are no words to explain how stupid this one is. As you can see by my lack of a real indepth post and just this link http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20091016/ap_on_re_us/us_interracial_rebuff I’m just at a loss for words that there are such ignorant people out there…but hey its Louisiana, that area of the [...]

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First step to the rest of my life…

by PC Xavi-Nena October 14, 2009

Yeah! I’m so happy! Today I took the first step towards the rest of my life! Last night I had an ‘Ah ha!’ moment as my stars aligned and gave me the answer I have been pounding my head to my desk for this past year trying to figure out. Then clear as day while [...]

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Where did all the food go?

by PC Xavi-Nena September 22, 2009

oh yes that is right, we feed an army a day around here! argh.

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Does trying overachieve lead to more self disappointment?

by PC Xavi-Nena September 17, 2009

Seems easy enough right? Try to overachieve in hopes that you achieve more than you would if you underachieve….or does it? To me lately it seems that by overachieving I am setting myself up for even more failure and disappointment when I realize I have run myself ragged with trying to be the best me [...]

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Fuck Kanye West!

by PC Xavi-Nena September 14, 2009

I am so friggin sick and tired of bull shit from the rich. Yet again here we go with this loser. Up on stage crying now not because he didn’t win but because Taylor Swift won over Beyonce. Are you friggin kidding me? Seriously? I am just outraged by his bullshit drama…I really truly wish [...]

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How many dogs does it take to drive someone crazy?

by PC Xavi-Nena September 13, 2009

I do not know the exact number that is required to drive someone crazy but I do know that the 26 dogs we have here right now…well 28 if you count our clients…is more than enough to do the trick for me. Especially with all this damn rain we have been having. While normally I [...]

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This is why you cannot leave children alone.

by PC Xavi-Nena September 5, 2009

Michael leaves the room to go to the kitchen….I turn my back to the kid to read some email…I hear some funny baby noises that sound like grunting and a struggle…I turn around to see and this is what I find:

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Losing faith in people…I seems I do care about what people think of me a bit..

by PC Xavi-Nena August 29, 2009

I don’t think I am a perfect person by any means, nor do I think I am a perfect friend, but I do consider myself to be a good person in general and to do right by others. I don’t take to talking behind someone’s back because I don’t like it done to me. I [...]

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Why do I let myself get hurt? pt 2

by PC Xavi-Nena August 17, 2009

So I am going to make this part of the story extremely quick because the first part was so long. Here goes: The following day we were having a little birthday get together for Zion turning 1. Nothing fancy by any means just a cake and a happy birthday song. So my mother comes over [...]